
Inspired by what I saw at the Imus Cathedral this morning, I suddenly wished to know how to do the sign language.

Inspired by what I saw at the Imus Cathedral this morning, I suddenly wished to know how to do the sign language.
I felt like drifting away… Drifting away from the people I’m closest with… from the people I wanted to know more… and the person whom I’ve known myself to be. For weeks, I’ve been waiting for a loud snap, a strong reminder that comes with a warm invitation to wake me up… to call me back… Unexpectedly, it occurred today, somehow… as I was browsing my multiply account. I read the song I wrote during my 5-day personal retreat. Praying that this rekindled fire would be enough to light my path til I’m really back…
Surrender
(april 08, 2009)
Long have i searched to find You
within me, i can’t still the noise
i wanted to fly high, to be free and to run wild
but the weight of emptiness drags me to the ground
when fear controls me in darkness
when worries and regrets fill my mind
**Teach me to let go
teach me to embrace my cross with love so real
teach me to see Your face in every suffering
teach me to bear all pains
and heal all wounds inside
teach me to accept myself and to let it go
Lost- that is what i am
without You i have nowhere to go
open my heart, let Your voice speak inside
may Your will be done
in every way all the time
When i’ve gone blind because of pride
when i do only what i desire (**)
Lord, be with me
i need You
when following You brings tears,
inspire me to get through
and again, when You can’t work in me
because of my worldly means… (**)
for You O God, i am letting go
i am letting myself go…
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